Giving Thanks

I can't believe Thanksgiving is already over. It seriously seems like just yesterday, I found out I was pregnant and expecting a Thanksgiving baby. I was terrified at the thought of having two kids under two. Today, I am thankful for my two perfect babies. It is exhausting having kids so close together in age, but I wouldn't change it for anything.

I am thankful for my husband. Although we don't ALWAYS see eye to eye, I couldn't imagine a better partner in life. He is a wonderful father, husband and provider.
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I am thankful for friends and family, near and far. Luke, Avery, Logan and I appreciate all of the continuous love and support we receive from all of you.
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I am thankful for our jobs. Luke and I are fortunate to have careers we love that help us provide for our family.
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I am thankful for chocolate. Without chocolate, I am not sure I would be able to make it through the long nights with my sweet Logan.

I am thankful for a good country song. Today, I watched the Oprah episode with Garth Brooks and got to hear him sing my all-time favorite song, "The Dance".

I am thankful for the body's ability to bounce back after pregnancy, labor and delivery.

I am thankful for Avery's big mommy hugs. Nothing else in the world matters when Avery has her arms wrapped around my neck.

I am thankful for cuddle time with my little man. I just love falling asleep with Logan in my arms.

I am thankful for Skype and international cell phone access on Verizon. It melts my heart when Avery talks to her daddy while he is away.

I am thankful to have made it these first two days while Luke is in Taiwan. Of course I will be even more thankful when he gets back. Being a single parent to a 17 month-old and a one-week old is hard work!

It's A Boy!

On Saturday, November 20, 2010, Luke, Avery and I welcomed Logan Newton Musselman into our family. He was born at 4:47 am, weighed in at a healthy 7 lbs, 9 oz and measured 21 inches. Aside from the distinct size difference, he looks a lot like his sister did when she was born. He is absolutely perfect.

Although we had my induction scheduled two days later, Logan decided to arrive early and fulfill mama's desire to naturally go into labor. On Friday night, after Avery went to bed, Luke and I decided to sit on the couch, eat cake and watch some shows from our DVR. While we watched the shows, I had frequent contractions. Luke timed them and they were pretty close together, but not consistent enough or strong enough to convince me that I was in labor. Later, while lying in bed, I felt a really strange kick and immediately commented about how uncomfortable that particular kick was. About three seconds later, I jumped out of bed, ran to the bathroom and said, "I don't think that was a kick. I think my water just broke." Luke quickly jumped into panic mode and I was in denial. You see, we weren't quite ready for Mr. Logan to arrive and had a family weekend planned for Avery. I told Luke I thought I would be ok and maybe it wasn't my water. He disagreed and immediately started making phone calls. We needed to call our parents and find someone to sit at the house with Avery until our parents could get here. Luckily, my friend, Adonica, was able to come to the house. Thank you! As Luke and I headed to the hospital, he desperately wanted to run all the red lights so he would get pulled over and could proclaim, "My wife is in labor!" I wouldn't let him. Once we got to the hospital, I was in full labor and VERY uncomfortable. I couldn't get my epidural soon enough. Unfortunately, I had to get a full bag of IV fluids before the epidural could happen and three of us checked in at the same time with one anesthesiologist on call. I was not a happy camper. Once I finally got my epidural, labor and delivery were easy. I progressed very quickly, pushed for less than fifteen minutes and baby Logan was born.
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Before Logan was born, we had not finalized a name. We had a girl name picked out, but had only narrowed our boy list to three. We actually surveyed all the hospital staff that entered our room during labor and delivery. In the end, there was no overwhelming favorite so Luke and I had to make the decision by ourselves. The name, Logan, was the only name that had been on our list from the beginning so we stuck with it. We chose Newton as the middle name after Luke's grandfather. When we initially discussed boy names, Luke had no interest in having a junior or using his name at all, but he was very passionate about using his grandfather's name.

We are now home from the hospital. Avery is confused, but doing pretty well. She has had a few meltdowns during feedings, but is adjusting to her new brother. Logan and I had a long first night. He is a lazy eater and falls asleep, but wants to eat every hour or so. He loves to cuddle and I can't stop holding and staring at my sweet baby boy.

Catch Up

I had my last OB appointment this morning. It was rather surreal knowing that the next time I see my OB, I will be delivering a baby. Wow! This pregnancy has flown by! I hope Avery is more ready than I am for her life to be turned upside down. Dr. Jones was able to move my induction date up to Monday. Now, I will deliver on my official due date and won't have to leave the hospital on Thanksgiving.
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I will spend the rest of this week getting ready for baby 2 and hopefully finishing Avery's baby book. Luke and I are planning a special weekend for Avery doing all of her favorite things and eating all of her favorite foods. I can't believe it will be our last weekend as a family of three!
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We spent a long weekend in St. Louis with our families. I know traveling was a little risky, but we figured we could make the hour and a half drive if I went into labor. Luke had to make a day trip to CT yesterday so we waitied until this morning to come back to Columbia. Over the weekend, we had a great time celebrating my dad's birthday and just spending time with our families. Avery was able to spend two days with her Grandma and Grandpa Musselman while Luke and I had a little break. She had a great time going to the zoo, park and the Magic House.

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Two Weeks

Two weeks from today is my due date. Two weeks from tomorrow is my induction date. I can't believe how quickly this pregnancy has gone by. Sometimes I think it has gone by too quickly, but it seems that we are finally ready to welcome baby Musselman #2 into this world. I can't wait to meet and hold the newest member of our family.

I started my maternity leave last Friday. It is nice to have a couple weeks off to get organized before baby 2 arrives. Today, I had a lot of work to wrap up, but wanted to spend the morning with Avery. After breakfast, I asked Avery whether she wanted to spend the morning with mommy or go to school. She quickly responded, "school", and did a little dance. Although I am happy that Avery likes school, her friends and her teachers, it hurt a little to hear Avery choose anything over spending time with her mommy. It starts way too early.

I had my 38-week OB appointment this afternoon. Everything looked great, but there hasn't been any progress other than the baby dropping a little. I am measuring a little small at 37 weeks and the baby's heartbeat has consistently been in the 140's. I am dilated to 2cm, but Dr. Jones says that a little dilation is common with pregnancies so close together. Aside from being 38 weeks pregnant and constantly chasing a VERY active one-year old around, I feel pretty good. I have a lot of aches and pains, but nothing I can't handle.

Luke is in Wisconsin all week so I am crossing my fingers that baby Musselman won't decide to make an appearance. Luckily, I have friends and family on call for back-up!